Wednesday, August 01, 2007
my back is really aching..i feel lik cryin..in fact i'm already cryin..lyin on my bed..tryin to distract
myself wif other stuff...but its still in pain...is it coz of my menses..i hope so..
my mind is in a mess too..there are stuffs tt i can't stop myself from tinkin bout...i enjoyed n
treasure e times tgt but i jux can't help feelin sad n tight up whenever e tots flash by...nt tt i dun
hav any confidence but i'm jux scared..i'm nt tt gd after all...
hav nt been bloggin..din hav e mood to..maybe lazy..jux dun feel lik bloggin..but now..alone in
my room..i jux feel lik lettin out some random stuff n distract myself from e pain..many things
did happened..sad, happy,angry,disappointment...everything..started some form of saving
too..too many to recount from..n there stuffs tt i dun wan to be bothered wif anymore..i tink i did my part in explainin..tryin to pull back stauff..but if its gonna cont..i jux can't do anything.. perhaps try thinkin if u're treated e same way..jux hope tt everything will be fine..n everybody will be happy..2
more wks to freedom...go ppl..we can do it...
Love pollinated on~ 7:58 AM
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