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Saturday, July 22, 2006

I stayed at home today to accompany my ah ma...i slept

throughout while waiting for her to come back from work...very

tired...having flu n sore throat..din do any hmwk either...jux dun

feel lik doin...n i made a decision...to quit from my

performance...my heart hurts...seriously...can't bear to but i

have..though i'm jux a very very small xtra but i treasure every

chance on stage coz i kno tt's always sth tt i can learn...but

now...i chose to give up...reason??coz i can't cope...alot proj

upfronting me...seriously no time to prepare 4 lit if i persist...n i

know i definitely will fail which i can't afford coz of e stupid 4

letter word...BOND...i'll need to compensate if i flung any module

n i can't survive w/o the salary...n coz of these..i've to give up my

passion...alot ppl keep sayin tt teaching track good la...gt

money...but i tell u..if i've a choice i wouldn't let myself be

bonded..being tight down is not any good feeling...argh!!!!

omg....argh!!!going down tm to settle stuff...see what e director

says n yup...cindy ng!!!be firm ok!!dun hesitate anymore...u'll oni

cause trouble to urself n e perf if u hesitate further...GOD!!!pls

lead e way n tell me what is e best solution for me....

Love pollinated on~ 5:42 AM
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