yep...i flung my clit exam..damn sure tt i'm gona fail it..my mind was literally
blank when i do e paper on sat..spent time studyin n even gave up my perf n
woohoo...how wonderful i'm..was controlling thruout e paper n after it i
immediately ran away..i din wan to cry..felt so empty..felt so lonely...din know wat
i was gonna do..din know wat i was tinkin about..din know where to go..wanted to
go to church but tis tot came into my mind...wat can u do to help there??so i end
up walkin ard n ard for 6hrs..i was tired but i din wan to go home...wanted to find
a corner to slp but everywhere is so crowded during wkends..mac is packed wif
ppl...staircases are crowded wif ppl..so i had to walk on n on...but eventually i was
cheered up but a group of kids playin by e fountain..so happy watching em..so
cute..so innocent..
It was 5pm finally so i went to cityhall to meet dua nei, wen jie, zhan ting n cindy
seow...yeah..so happy seein em..my gang of craziest friends in ahs..haha..n my
cindy seow cut away her long silky hair...arhhh!!!yyy!!!!but she still look as
elegant as ever..haizz..jealous..haha..had dinner ay kenny rogers n we update
each other..listening bout gf's idiotic friends..n the 4 of em are plannin to hav a
graduation trip to taiwan..haix..can't join em =( ...after tt we went to watch s&l
final perf..yup..e one tt i quitted for clit exam..sososo regret...e perf was gr8..but i
felt abit sad n felt lik cryin..duno y..seein all e props..e stage..e scene..e
ppl..haiz..after e perf..e director, jia wei saw me n approached me..he gave me a
hug which i made me feel abit relieved..he did nt blame me n even invited me to
hav supper wif em later..i wanted to leave coz i felt ashamed to go but eventually i
went coz gt gf to pei me n e others aso kept askin us to go..haiyen lao shi even
thank me in front of e others which i dun tink i deserve it..haiz..
This is the rose that haiyen lao shi gave me...
This is e keychain tt weijun gave me...
This is qinzhi..yep..my partner 4 e show..he said sth to me on tt day which made
me feel so touched..made me feel so appreciated..thank you so much qinzhi =)
thks 4 e support u've been givin me n tolerating me..givin in to me almost all e
time..haha..coz durin supper, guang feng was complainin to him how we bickered
n how he had to giv in to me during xqxa..n qz juz laughed n told him tt we dun
bicker...which i agree seeing e difference too..haha..so tink he mux be givin in to
me all e time or we really gt mo qi..haha..another pic of qz..dun be mesmerized by
him..
qz, gf and me....
Our pic during xiang qin xiang ai...
Pic during S&L supper..
Yep..celebrated 2 persons' bday too wif e cake on wj hand..haha..both e bday boy n gal gt a kiss from chosen opp sex...haha..so fun..e whole place seems to be booked by us..well..tis aso made me realise tt a peck on e cheek is such a sweet ting to do..even i'm jux an on-looker..i can feel e sweetness when qz kissed e gal on e cheek n when hm kissed wj..haha..so sweet...waiting 4 my 1st peck...shy..*blushing*...hahah....
QUESTION OF THE DAY:
Where do u preferred being kissed most??I prefer e cheek..U??
blue reminds me of mj...
haiz..suddenly miss my jc frenx so much..tok to yangzz last nit...one of my close
pals in mj...n wow..tt fellow really shock heaven move earth...so many
stories...tink i miss out alot sia...i wan know every detail of it but it seems so
impossible coz there's really alot to ask..tt fellow even lied to me...idiot!!!i really
believed him la...so naive of me..haha..but i really enjoyed e tok with him..
hmm...guess if so many things happen to him..alot things which i din know mux
hav happen to e others as well..sy..ben..yuting..nicole..yuhan n so many
more...really miss em..so long nv update le..wonder if they still rmb me...wonder
if they miss me too..guess they are now busy preparin 4 prelims ba..step down
from cca le..yup..i miss bowlin trainin..battling with e guys...pass by mj a few
times in e morning n seeing ppl rushin into e sch..tis is wat i used to do
aso..miss my jc life..sometimes how i wish i can wear tt uniform again n walk
into e sch...tink i my lost mj badge..wonder if i am able to get a new one...
anyway i wonder if her mood has improved...haiz..was it my fault..haiz...i made someone unhappy again..haiz...
haiz...my shoulder is aching...terrible..
haiz...i'm seeing things that's not right...but i'm not doin
anything...perhaps i din know wat to do n din know how to
help..haiz..i'm such a useless fren...i really hate e stuff tt e person
is doin...its literally wrong..even if its true..u'ld not do it tis
way...how'ld u feel if u're in another person's shoe..i'm sure
there're beta way out..really hope tt person can reflect n stop
wateva u're doin b4 its too late..coz i dun wan anything to happen
to u too..n i hope there's nobody doing those stuff to me coz i'ld
be really sad...hope...learn to treasure wat's there 4 u ba...they
are really precious..dun make urself regret...
haiz...feelin so down..i'ld be used to it n expect it to happen quite
frequently but haiz...i'm still...haiz..to those ppl whom i....i'm
soryy..i know...its scarry...
btw here to make myself happy by uploadin e photos i took
recently...oh..its alot...n i can't possibly put em all here...esp pics
of my...
WRITCOM PROPOSAL GROUP!!!!
(notice e big eyebags e 3 of us have...sexy right...haha...)
INTRODUCING TO YOU.....
MiAO LiN, me,Cindy!!! & Karmen
Our GGJ - GrOUp GIORDANO JACKET tt 3 of us happen to have!!!
We with our group jacket with our group cap on....
Malt sugar that we smuggle into e library from e carnival...haha...lucky e auntie nv sit at e staircase...whew...btw we won a packet of apollo each too...from e carnival..thanks to yufung who hit e 3 cans n thanks to my mouth which i use to 'debate' with e game master...speech communication is really useful..jie chu hai xiu xin li....haha...wow..e 5bucks is rather worthwhile...getting so much food n fun for 7 ppl while being able to help e mass com ppl...n i realise how cute n enthu twei ting can be..seeing her shoot e cans with analysis n suggesting to go play luge..bu kuai shi T02..haha...
n true...these 2 gals are really camwhores!!!omg!!!but i'm loving em!!!coz i'm one too..haha..our only n effective way to destress can be done in 6 simple steps....Step 1: Look for my bag...Step 2: Open my bag...Step 3: Search 4 sth small, leathery, rectangular n black...Step 4: Take it out... Step 5: Deng Deng!!!Its my camera!!! Step six: Start taking PHOTOGRAPHS!!!(Ng,n.d.,p.1) ...wow...with quotation aka ITC...full mark..good source..haha..btw these are only lik 5% of the photos we took throughout our 3 meetings..
haiz...deadlines n exams are coming..stress!!!let's jia you tgt ba!!!