Thursday, July 27, 2006

jux reach home n suddenly feel lik givin u a new

entry...hees..went to work today after so long...wow..see so

many new ppl...tink i throw my own face again..coz i see light in

back of house...so i tot it mux be someone i know inside n i went

in givin a very loud n enthu n long 'hello!'. n i realise in e room

was no one i know..all new colleagues..ahaha..n they look at me

blankly..mux be tinkin tt i mux be some

gundo...haiz..nvm..anyway was shock by adi..haha..can't believe

he can be so gentleman...help me carry laptop n pull down e rope

4 me..n he gt gd massaging skills..haha..but still feel lik chopping

him..everytime i see him..he'll sure try to hunt guys 4 me coz he

say i very poor ting..no bf..KAO..ok la..i know i'll be left on e shelf

la..but no choice wat..cannot force ppl to wan me wat..bleah!!!!

miss gillian n firdaus alot!!both my sis n bro...so long nv see em

le...n gill's leaving soon..haix..like her so much...btw i happy 4

firdaus...cox he's getting famous..wow!!!

kinda stress by proj proj n proj...n yes..i quited from e

performance already..my heart really ache on sun...seein all e

props on stage..n 4 e last time i'm goin be in close contact wif

em..gg to teach pei shan to do e blocking for e role..haiz...make

me miss e perf more..make me even more sad..haiz..but i know i'll

be happy if i see her do well in e perf..n tink its my responsibility

to teach her...hope i can really be of help to her...well..gonna

support their play on 19aug nit..yup..e day we gonna hav our clit

exam n be free after tt..anyway..anybody interested to watch e

play..can tell me..i got 2 free tix which can be shared out to make

e tix cheaper..its 8pm at buona vista..17aug n 18aug aso hav..

tink i'm stressin myself too much...partly coz of e bond n aso coz

of e perf..i gave up e perf cox of e bond n studies..so i really dun

wan to waste it..i dun wan to flung any of my proj or nt i'ld hav

given up my perf for nth...but it seems i'm givin myself too much

stress....i wonder if i've offended anybody...if i did...i'm

sorry...

been facing alot probs...n even financially...hav to bring food from

home..n luckily still gt my darlins to share food wif me...n yao

yao..so sorry..i still owe u money...i'll pay u when i get pay k..thx

yao yao..n to those who offered to lend me money...thank u!!!i

really treasure these darlins alot...have to thank god for em n

givin em good tolerance to bear wif me...i hope tt our friendship'll

nt end n may it grow stronger n stronger!!!even if we do

quarrel,we'll talk it out n it'll jux be an instance tingy n for e next

min we'll jux forget n forgive each other n be even closer...yup..i

believe our close friendship'll last...i believe...let's make it

happen...

ok...shall go prepare 4 hk proj now..argh...hope everything'll turn

out fine...

Love pollinated on~ 7:17 AM
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Sunday, July 23, 2006

Does crying helps when u're sad??If it does...i really hope i can

cry..i'm controlling..nt gonna let myself cry coz there's tis

someone who doesn't lik me cryin...everything ended today..at e

pt when e clock turns 10..really miss it..feelin so

useless..yes..useless..dun even excel in anything...every aspect

of my life is a big fat zero...drifting apart...perhaps i should learn

to adapt..learn to accept..n learn to change...

Love pollinated on~ 9:19 AM
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Saturday, July 22, 2006

I stayed at home today to accompany my ah ma...i slept

throughout while waiting for her to come back from work...very

tired...having flu n sore throat..din do any hmwk either...jux dun

feel lik doin...n i made a decision...to quit from my

performance...my heart hurts...seriously...can't bear to but i

have..though i'm jux a very very small xtra but i treasure every

chance on stage coz i kno tt's always sth tt i can learn...but

now...i chose to give up...reason??coz i can't cope...alot proj

upfronting me...seriously no time to prepare 4 lit if i persist...n i

know i definitely will fail which i can't afford coz of e stupid 4

letter word...BOND...i'll need to compensate if i flung any module

n i can't survive w/o the salary...n coz of these..i've to give up my

passion...alot ppl keep sayin tt teaching track good la...gt

money...but i tell u..if i've a choice i wouldn't let myself be

bonded..being tight down is not any good feeling...argh!!!!

omg....argh!!!going down tm to settle stuff...see what e director

says n yup...cindy ng!!!be firm ok!!dun hesitate anymore...u'll oni

cause trouble to urself n e perf if u hesitate further...GOD!!!pls

lead e way n tell me what is e best solution for me....

Love pollinated on~ 5:42 AM
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Friday, July 21, 2006

Whee!!!!bLog construction finaLLy completed!!!all thanks to ANNABEL LIM akA THE BLOG MAKER, CHINESE STUDIES YR 1 aka T02!!!!hahah..thks darling...

OK!!!here to post my 1st entry after much demand from all my dearies...hees..yep yep..hees..well..many things happened in my life..changes every now n there..hmm..think i'll start off with an inTro to my current life...

First of all...
my daRLing T02...........

my cute entire T02

Secondly....

I change my hairstyle..........

OMG...CINDY NG BEE TING...WAT DID U DO TO UR HAIR?!?

Haha...she is worst...haha...

Preparing to fly into space...

Via our ROCKET.....

AND BOOM!!!WE'RE BACK FROM UTOPIA!!!!

Proudly presents CINDY NG BEE TING & JOYCELYN OH YEE RU!!!

Before.....

me, jOy aka zhai zi & ANnabel....

And AFTER....

THirdly...i'm married....

Unbelievable right??? bUt yes...she's my besty aka hubby aka sista aka mama...haha...n we're married...

OUR STAMP OF VOW.....

'his' hand....

my hand....

&...

NEXT....

My T02 bEsties!!!!!

hmmm...WHo are they???

OMG!!!!!They are...

my besties.....bel,me & jess

more to go....my darlings...this pic seems familiar???yes..u've seen it b4...outside e library..under "STRICTLY NO ENTRY!!!".....haha...

Darling shuang ying,bel bel,me,jessica n our half sista, MR + MS=MRS wang yu

OEI...MR YAO YAO n MS ZHAI ZI...dun tink ur face nt here u can escape hor...u're banned too!!!come out now!!!stop hiding!!!faster...urghhh..i'll dig u out....